How to do it? I regret to say that ‘Trial and Error’ isn’t gonna cut it. When at the back of your head, that little voice emanates fear, how do you step up? How do you think that there’s nothing to lose when there are some cases in your life that you lost at the verge of gaining? Still, you cannot lose what you don’t have. Even so, there is a point in my life where I failed to ‘gain’ something just because I was pursuing it at the wrong time. The ‘what if’ still lingers in my head.

A new opportunity is sitting under my nose and I’m also sitting here; just sitting here and doing nothing about it. I don’t want to ruin things by going too fast or rather trying to pursue it on the wrong time again. The thing is, if I just watch and let this slip by, I’d be hurting my self by not going along with my usual ‘Live life to the fullest.’ self. But… I am so effin scared of grasping a perfectly wonderful chance and unconsciously dealing with it wrongly.